i'm going through the hardest thing right now. about to lose my scholarships and be sent back to dallas. no fun. i keep studying and studying, but with all that is on my plate and all the things i have to get done, it seems that there are never enough hours in the day. i hate that feeling. it's the worst. what am i going to do if i have to leave next semester? it's going to totally freaking suck. no boyfriend. no friends. no sorority. all gone.. i guess me and coco will always have each other. haha. well everyone needs to pray that i keep my grades up and that i get through this funk in my life. i don't know what i will do if i'm forced to leave my school.

RIP Dorothy Mariane Edwards

WOW! i haven't wrote on this thing in FOREVER! i haven't had time all break and frankly ihaven't had the urge to see another computer for a long time after my stressful last semester! well, let's see. i got a puppy, the cutest puppy ever ! her name is coco. all break i had to hear.. where are you going to keep in blah blah. well i'm keeping it at johns.. we're so stoked. this break was so hectic. i had to wake up every morning at 630 and feed the puppy not mention go to bed about 1030 every night and wake up several times during the night. i truly feel like i can take on anything now. raising a puppy is almost like taking care of a baby! i feel so old.

I'm pretty scared about this semester. my parents are making me leave if i don't get a 3.0 this semester becuase i will lose my scholarship since i was a slaker this semster and didn't make a 3.0. this means that tridelta will have to be  on the backburner for everything. which is totally fine with me, i fully intend on attended everything that is mandatory and being the best little member i can, but my grades are coming first for once in my college career not my sorority. which, i'm sure it'll all work out, i'm actually pretty excited about being studious and getting my life together.

i can't wait to get back to stilly and get back to my crazy routine. it'll be a blast i'm sure.